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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Sexual Assault /Rape is Domestic Violence! A Poem about Rape

I feel like I don't have anything left, not even the shirt on my back.
I have no one to turn to as I lay here uneasy without feeling,without knowing who I am anymore. Somebody took that away from me, when they decided they wanted to lay with me.
No remorse,they had their way with me. They didn't even stop to think if they were hurting me,
It didn't matter to him, he only wanted me. I couldn't even scream, is this how its suppose to be?
The first time a man decides to lay with me?
Tears roll down my eyes, but even they got tired of being..no more tears..all dried up..its just my blood and me..man how could somebody who called themselves a MAN..do that to me.
One thing I learned though is to pray for my enemies.
This life isn't promise to him or me but to do what he did,I knew God had a plan for me.
To rise up and become stronger than I knew I needed to be.
No it didn't happened that fast,it took about 3 yrs for me.
Treatment facilities, shelters, they became friends to me.
I needed to find a way to get that man off of me..not physically but mentally he was still there.
UN-forgiveness cannot be a friend to me,rise up rise up my child is what God would always say to me. GOD did have a plan for me.He cleansed me on a daily, He read to me and talked to me daily, He even carried me until I was able to walk on my own again.
That was when I started to breathe again, I started to live again, I thank God, I can breathe again.

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